Thursday, June 25, 2015

What's On My Mind

I feel very overwhelmed at the moment, and the best way to work out thoughts is to write them down, so that's what I'm doing!

Recently, I've been working on buying the various things that I need for college/dorm life, and weeding down my current possessions to pick out what's going to college with me and what isn't. The more I think about what I need, how much space I have in my dorm room, and the necessities of every day life, the more overwhelmed I get. There are too many options! I almost feel as if it would be easier to have someone go through a few stores and purchase everything that I'll need for me so that I don't have to worry about it at all. Wouldn't that be ten times better?

It's also begun to sink in how expensive things are, which makes my not having a job seem more terrible. It's hard to buy things when you don't have any money, or any new money coming in. There have been several moments where I've panicked about the future because I feel as though I'll never get a job and never be able to sustainability live on my own out in the world. So far, the most golden advice I've been given, is to treat every job interview as a warm-up or practice for the final interview that'll land me a job. That way, I'm looking at the interviews as ways to improve until I've improved so much that I'm actually hired. Hopefully, that's what's going to happen with me!

Because of my jobless life, and my inability to go visit my friends in their current summer advantage programs, I've been reading nonstop. I find it very relaxing and stressful at the same time. I often get lost in the book that I'm reading and I forget what day it is, and I lose track of time, which makes me feel as though I'm letting life pass me by...

I've also been wrapped up in this blog, and writing about anything and everything that I think of! I've been teetering on the fence between buying a domain and not buying a domain... This blog is important to me, but buying a domain seems like such a large step! You have no idea how many times I've pulled up the domains and stared at them, willing myself to click the "buy" button and make this blog more public. Maybe I'll end up buying it for myself for a special occasion... Who knows!?

Thanks for letting me get these things off my mind

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